My Lela Bug!

The LIGHT of God surrounds me

The LOVE of God enfolds me

The POWER of God protects me

“Reaching for something in the distance/So close you can almost taste it/Release your inhibitions/Feel the rain on your skin/No one else can feel it for you/Only you can let it in/No one else, no one else/Can speak the words on your lips/Drench yourself in words unspoken/Live your life with arms wide open/Today is where your book begins/ The rest is still unwritten”

 

Natasha Bedingfield

 

The world is at your feet and your possibilities are limitless; your life is unscripted, make your story meaningful.

Twenty Something Life Lessons...I Think

Life is never as kind as we all wish or hope that it is, even more love is not as kind as the love songs proclaim it to be. To combat life and love I pray, meditate and run to keep my boat afloat.

My last relationship was my first real love and all that jazz, no seriously it was as nonchalant as I may sound about it. However despite the good and bad, not talking to my ex for give or take 2-3mos, I’ve made many self discoveries about myself that, I probably would not have made should I have remained “friends” with him, as bad as I wanted to. Our (or more so his and I story) could have been one where we at one time lovers became best of friends (which truth be told was very much so on that path) but somewhere along the line, I think, no I know when he got a girlfriend, I had to change the direction of my life story where it was no longer we (he and I) but simply my story. I realized that I could not still be friends with him and still harbor feelings for him, which I’m pretty sure still linger. It’s like that Deborah Cox and RL song, you know, “We Cant Be Friends” literally.

Holy Matrimony: "I's Married Now!"

Pascale and (insert name) sitting in the tree, K-I-S-S-I-N-G, first comes love, then comes marriage and the baby carriage. It’s every girls (black or white) dream to fulfill this childhood song in their womanhood. However I urge you stop! While I can honestly blurt out "I's married now!" it isn’t to the obvious. Claiming that I's married now is recognizing that I've brought this holy matrimony before God and asked for his blessings, claiming that I's married now is to become comfortable with the idea that I must be submissive to my husband as he is the type who demands a lot of attention and will not have it any other way should this relationship work; and by God this relationship is going to work, divorce is not an option. You know what they say what woman will not keep her marital duties, another woman will...yeah well over my dead body! "Well who you's married to Pascale" you may ask. Well it’s not your ordinary being, well matter of fact, he isn’t human at all. I's married to my career! That’s right, my career!

Let me give you a brief history of how we came to be. He (my career, that is) sought me out throughout my four years of undergrad. Initially courting Medical School, he watched from the sidelines as I was oblivious to his existence.

A People's Dreams...

"Dreams dont let go of people, people let go of their dreams"

   -P. DELaSoul

You...I Call LifesGoods

All the others were reduced to derogatory names, mostly a**hole and some in an attempt to erase them from my past, whatshisface/ But you I choose to call LifesGoods...