Wednesday, July 28, 2010

Secret Crush


It wasnt until I realized this morning that I dreamed of you last night that I acknowledged I had a crush on you/ Oblivious for some time to your compliments and the need to touch my kinky hair I realized that besides your intellect and your gift for words that I appreciated your ability to get high off of my natural beauty and quirky way/ but Im old fashioned and don’t believe a woman should approach a man/ so I guess this will remain simply a facebook status update…


Thursday, July 22, 2010

He Asked Me If I Wanted to Love Again

To love or not to love, that is the question at hand. While love is a beautiful gift (and God knows that it is), it takes work notheless. WORK! Imagine waking up to the same person for 20yrs. OMG really? Im pretty sure there has to be moments throughout that relationship where its like "Damn this mofo again". Yet there are the other moments where its all peaches and cream literally. I think of my parents; one day you have Romeo and Juliette (with the nickname calling and all, theirs are Me and Chu) and the next you get George and Weezy Jefferson. With them its literally a revolving door you dont know which couple you'll get.

Personally Ive been in love before and am still trying to figure out if I'll ever be out of love (do we ever fall out of love?). A friend asked me the other day, if I ever wanted to be in love again. My reaction: huh? I didnt answer the question immediately, it took me a couple of days actually, but my answer was yes...just not now. Why not now he asked.