He said that it’s not good to be alone…
that man was not created to be alone,
as I explained to him that I am alone but not lonely;
only to have him further engage in our one of many discussions
and try to “convince” me that I do battle with loneliness from time to time.
And at this we laugh as I vehemently deny my “sometimes loneliness”
and he pokes fun at me and my relationship with my two babies (my doggies);
I afraid of letting him know I’m not always the strong woman that I like to portray myself as…
Yet despite our playful manner in the presence of each other
and the bickering back and forth like 5 year olds afraid of catching coodies from each other;
he is who I secretly daydream of.
Yet, he day dreams of another, a prim donna…
someone whom I would and could never compete with,
see despite her beauty I have more depth and soul than she…
yet he fails to see this and we remain “just friends”,
Biz Markie is on repeat in my head…
I’ve written not countless letters but one…
simply one letter to God, so that He may guide this “friendship”…
I’ve left it at the alter, for what would be the purpose of prayer without faith…
so until our fate is revealed, faith is what I’ll carry with me…
until this friendship becomes more…
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