For the past two years I’ve been of the mindset that I am alone but not lonely, however recently I have had to sit down and be honest with myself…I’m ready to be somebody’s somebody.
I’m ready to have someone to share my daily joys and accomplishments with…
You know someone to look forward to ending the day with whether it be talking each other to sleep at night or ending the day together with late night conversations under the porch light, talking about the things that we both find important in one another’s lives.
You know…I want that genuine type of love, where kisses and engaging in our physical desires are not immediately of utmost importance, but can wait until holy matrimony when we’ve confessed our love before God and our loved ones.
I want this and I want this bad…however not with just anyone but my God-sent-meant-to-be.
I want to spend Sunday afternoon cooking together, with the basketball or football game on if necessary, should he be a die hard sport fanatic (I realize this maybe a long shot, but this is me in my feelings and I’ am allowed to daydream).
You know… I want to spend Saturday evenings walking our dogs, for what is mine shall be his…I want the type of love where we’ll be able to see forever in each others eyes, where he will recognize that I am his and he is mine until we breathe our last breath upon this earth…
You know I want that forever type of love, where the flame never dies, but only grows stronger with time…
I want to be in love, the type of love where we transcend each others being into something so heavenly that no earthly being or thing can interfere with what he and I has…
I want to be in love…
This post was a good read.
ReplyDeleteIs 'wanting' a natural part of of being ready? People say it'll happen when you're not looking but is that true for those like you who want to be in love today? I hope not. Some need to be proactive with their desires and maybe confessing your want for love will bring you closer to finding it. The kind of relationship you speak of surely starts with an open heart.
Thanks for sharing
Wanting to be in love in general doesn't necessarily mean that one is ready to be in love. Personally I want to be in love but I am aware that I am not yet ready to be in love and 100% committed to someone, just yet. I am still trying to find stability in my life and the things that I would like to accomplish.
DeleteBut then again I sometimes wonder if two individuals can come together and find stability together in their life endeavors...